Re-reading that last post, I see a number of typo's I'm not going to correct. They accurately reflect my state at the time -- I think I fell asleep in the middle, woke up, finished it, and posted it before falling back to sleep. A lot of days that's what things are like for me: falling asleep in the middle of some task just long enough so I can then wake up with enough energy to complete it before I can go to sleep for (whatever remains of) the rest of the night.
This week's overwhelming task was getting grades caught up for progress reports, up till 3:30. Of course the rest of the week was affected by that, but I made it through without anything horrible happening. The highlight of most days was the bottle rocket launcher, even though we couldn't get the bottle to go very high. We'll try again later.
I left school mid-morning to get a blood draw yesterday, because my endocrinologist had ordered it to be taken between 8 and 10AM, and when I went last Saturday, it was too close to 10 for them to do the draw in time. I felt crushed, especially because I could have left earlier. I actually sat around reading emails for a while because I know how crowded the lab is early on Saturdays. I didn't realize it was a timed order. My appointment with my endo is Monday, and I was thinking I would have to reschedule because I wouldn't be able to get the labs done in time, but I was very lucky in getting the appointment yesterday. Of course I had to take time off work to do it, but it was actually good for me to be away for a little while.
I'm slightly upset in advance of the appointment, as usual. I don't know if the change in my peripheral vision means anything or not. The lab drew about eight tubes of blood from me yesterday -- I don't remember my endo ordering so many, or it being a timed test, before. I hope I'll find out Monday what's going on, at least with the pituitary adenoma situation. I hope the blood tests are back in time, too. The staff at the lab last Saturday said they take 48 hours, but the staff yesterday said 2-5 days. It's just another situation I have no control over.
Meanwhile, I still have way too much work to do and literally not enough time to do it. This is a 3-day weekend and that will help tremendously. I am constantly saying I need another day -- now I have it, I have to use it wisely! I don't like this feeling of being oppressed by my work. I chose it, and when I chose it, I thought it would be OK, but it has been more work than I anticipated. Only 14 more weeks of school -- it's going to fly.