The cake got to me

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I ate the SECOND huge piece of lemon cake at about 10:30 last night....

I was up late doing laundry and watching the new "Hulk" movie which was waayyyy tooooo slow. It had some good parts and Eric Bana, yum, but seriously? as a super-hero, comic-book type movie? No.

Now all the eeeevil food is out of the house and I will bake something yummy this afternoon so as not to be tempted by garbage. I am really dependent on having the right stuff to eat around, or I am screwed. So often I don't have time to feed myself, I'm running here & there with the kids, I need to be able to just grab something I actually like to eat, otherwise I'll just skip which is worse.

Saw the gyn this morning and he gave the go-ahead to do whatever I want, just cautioned me to take it easy since I haven't been working out for 6 weeks now, so I have to ease back into things. YAY! I can't wait to start toning up again...I've been getting weaker and weaker, and I hate that.

There's a flood of introspection going on in the back of my head, but it just keeps going around in circles. I still have this sense of "pending", don't know what, like there is some event I'm waiting for (and it's not the holidays) that will reveal to me what I should do with my life.

Now all I really want is someone to tell me what to make for dinner! Somehow I don't think takeout for the 3rd day out of 5 will go over very well. Off to dig something out of the freezer...